Tuesday, September 30, 2008

a day to reflect....

I was determined to go work out today. Not sure if that is okay with the doctor, but I needed to burn off some steam. I got to the gym after dropping Kaylee off at preschool and saw Darla, a friend from church. She and I decided to go to the park and walk since it was beautiful outside. We talked, and reflected on life. She too is a member of the Miscarriage Club. I think it helped to talk to someone who has been there, done that. I managed to make it thru the morning with no tears. We walked 2.5 miles, and in the times of silence I reflected on what a beautiful world God has given us. It was in the 60's this morning, and the leaves were beginning to fall upon us.

This afternoon, I should have been studying, but I was feeling exhausted. I asked Kaylee to snuggle with me, and she agreed. One and a half hours later, we awoke in a sunbeam. God is good, he knew I needed that nap, but more so, he knew how much I needed my daughter to snuggle like we used to when she was a baby.

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